The story of a poverty-stricken young girl growing up broke--but not broken--in 1950s Dublin. In the first of four volumes, Long lays the groundwork for the tale of her lifetime of hardships. Just 4 years old at the start of the book, the author had to grow up fast in the extreme poverty that engulfed her. Born to a teenage mother whose primary talent seemed to be childbearing, Long was forced to do anything she could to survive, including drinking milk from a sibling's bottle. "Me Ma doesn't give me anthin te eat these days," she writes, "so I share the babby's bottle wit him." These desperate acts are continually on display throughout the book, and they are made most apparent on the day of Long's first Communion, when she was told to fast until after receiving the Lord. "I don't want Holy God," she wailed, "I want a bit of bread." Yet poverty was but one of many struggles Long faced. The other main one, her cruel-hearted stepfather, Jackser, proved the more complicated of the two. In a particularly horrific scene, Jackser demonstrates his villainy by dangling Long's baby brother over a bannister to show his resentment at having to take in another man's children. After much pleading, Jackser relented. "Here, take it," he grumbles, handing the baby over to its mother. "An count yerself lucky he's not splattered in the hall." Yet Long knows little of luck, and her book demonstrates her impressive determination and perseverance. Coming-of-age hardships skillfully recounted by way of the colloquial Irish tongue.
"The destruction of our common humanity through the manipulation of imposed poverty, misogyny, alcoholism and drug abuse, is a major source of our misery, world-wide; and has been for a long time. Reading this startling testament to one child’s valiant attempts to live until the age of sixteen (four years to go!) is a worthy reminder that we can do better as adults if we turn to embrace the children who are suffering, anywhere on earth, who are coming toward us, their numbers increasing daily, for help."—Alice Walker
"Coming-of-age hardships skillfully recounted by way of the colloquial Irish tongue."—Kirkus Reviews
“Beautifully written and packed with detail. Miraculously, Martha is attuned to the simple wonders of the world around her: a BBC radio music program, young nuns having a snowball fight. It's a world she is determined to become a part of just as soon as she is old enough to flee.”— The Cleveland Plain Dealer
“One thing readers will notice is the unexpected theme of courage and hope throughout this dark, heart-breaking tale. This story was one of the most unique, surprisingly inspiring memoirs available.”—Yahoo Voices
"Stands head and shoulders above everything else in the category . . . a remarkable personal and literary achievement for the author and an unforgettable experience for the reader."—Irish Independent
"[Long's] story is unique in its rawness and its honesty. Entirely self-educated, she narrates her own life in a way which is both riveting and moving."—Greenock Telegraph
"A tale of strength, bravery and sheer determination of not letting life beat you."—Irish Post
"An ultimately uplifting story which salutes the strength of the human spirit."—Irish World